Ugh I'm in love!!!

My stupid heart won't take it easy. I keep asking him to come around even tho my head keeps saying "keep your distance, take your time". Oh well. I'm SO attracted to him it's not even funny. I'm not used to it tho cuz he's the same height as me. When I wear my heels I feel like I'm towering over him. But I'm sure I'll get over that :)
So the boys absolutely love him and he loves them. He gets them toys all the time and plays basketball and catch with Ethan. It's really nice that he loves them. I've been doing pretty good but my family is making things stressful and difficult. I think I'll be moving out if once the divorce is final and we start dating that they are still being boneheads. He's really understanding about everything and wants to take care of us. Every wrench I've thrown his way he just keeps telling me that it doesn't matter to him. I've told him ALL about my past and he says it doesn't make his feelings change at all. Now that's a man. Cuz I have some major issues. LOL Owen finally has teeth. He got one about a week ago and he's got another one coming right now. Poor thing can't breath out of his nose and he's really cranky. He's doing good on the food thing. He likes just about EVERYTHING I put in his mouth. Ethan on the other hand is still picky as ever. Owen loves broccoli and green beans. He's not too into sweets. Weirdo. He's still not crawling but I'm sure it's because he's being doted on all the time. He doesn't need to move around cuz Grandma just comes and gets him when he makes a peep.
I'm so stoked I filed the default papers and the divorce should be final soon. I can't wait. The lowlife wants Ethan to fly out there for a week in July and I don't know if I want him to. I don't want him near her. She doesn't deserve to be around that wonderful lil boy. I think I'll make him just fly out here again.
I just got new contacts and glasses. Soon I'm going to get my wisdom teeth pulled and then I'm going to start schooling. I just have a few more phone calls to make. You'd think I'd have it done but I haven't had much motivation lately. I have been REALLY depressed and just trying to make it another day but now that I have Chris I have been doing all the stuff that I've needed to. I just want to get it going and then I'll be ok.
I am planning on going camping soon so that'll be a nice break. I need to call all my old friends and see how they are doing. I need to get back into life.