So not much has been going on lately. I got a phone call from my mother in law. They are great. They still love me and the boys and want to have us fly out there in January or beginning of February. That would be cool. I love the cold weather and Cali is nice. Ethan spent almost all day outside yesterday and now he's all congested. So I turned on my air purifier with peppermint oil to kill any illness in the air in the house. I'm not in the mood for all of us here to get sick. My brother and sis in law live in a fifth wheel outside and use the kitchen and bathrooms here while their house is getting finished so there's a LOT of people to get sick if we do. I am going to file for waiver or deferral of payment today so that when I file for divorce at the end of this month I can make payments. I've been studying for the GED since I'm pretty sure I won't pass it unless I brush up on some stuff. I went to the college the other day and it's SO intimidating. It's all newly built on and looks like a nice university now and I NEVER did good in school. All the memories of being bullied by the popular girls kinda overwhelmed me but I went in anyways. I'm proud of myself. I didn't think I'd be able to. I found this really cute tea set at Target last night and thought of my friend back in Oregon. I miss her like crazy and miss having tea with her. The more I think about it the more I want to move back. I went to put my name on the waiting list for these affordable housing apartments but the lady said that it may be a year. I just want to move out on my own but looks like that won't be happening for a while. Poor Owens stomach is always gurgling and feels like it's bothering him all the time. The peppermint oil should help it too. Ethan isn't feeling the greatest today so I'm thinking we will just hang out at home and get some rest. Well I'll be cleaning and doing laundry but they can be resting. I need to find some stuff to do with Ethan. I have a few dvd's and toys that he can watch and play that will help him with his alphabet but I need to work with him. He's gotten almost all the letters and can pretty much say his alphabet but he needs to identify them now and learn to count up to 20, he's only at 13. So if anyone has some suggestions let me know. I hope I can get everything done today since I've been putting off cleaning and laundry for a few days. Lets keep our fingers crossed. :)