Well well well

Looky here I'm FINALLY blogging again. It's been quite a while and I've been in major need of venting anyways. :) So I've been to Cali and New Mexico in one month. I was in Cali for two weeks and it wasn't exactly my favorite vacation ever. It was mostly stressful and annoying but I guess that's what I get. Then I was back home for about a week and went to NM for 5 days. It was nice since I got to see my cousin. We are SO much alike in our parenting and just other things we like and dislike and we haven't even been around each other in a long time. We got to go to a spa together and got an aromatherapy wrap. It was heavenly. Owen is getting worse with the whole clingy thing. He won't even let me walk out the room for a second without screaming his head off. That's getting very stressful. I just had to see Butthole this last weekend. He came so he could look good for the judge. Then he complained about the fact that he had to pay 400 bucks for a plane ticket to come out. What an idiot. I felt SO bad for Ethan, he was so upset, once again, that his father was leaving again. I just want to slap him or hit him SO hard that it knocks something around in there. But it would only bring me some relief it wouldn't make him smarter. Nothing would work for him. So I'm just hoping that the divorce goes through soon so I can get on with things. I just have to talk to him about the papers and what I want and see if we can just sign a consent decree. I doubt he'll be that cooperative but here's hoping. I need to call all my friends I haven't talked to in a while. I miss all my friends, I don't have any here. I try to get out with others here that have kids my age but they are all snobs. And if they aren't snobs they hang out with the people that I don't get along with cuz they are snobs :) Oh well. I have my Mina and Tana :) I should be getting my comp together soon and got a Wii not to long ago and it's fun. It's set up in my brothers room tho and it's kinda annoying cuz I go to go play it and he's either playing it or sleeping. DOH! Well I'm going to take a bath and relax. I hope all my friends are doing good and hope that the dillhole is doing crappy! :)